Welcome to my actual blog!

This is where my more normal blogs will go. I'll expand the site as needed to contain different subblogs if I materialize enough writing on them. So, a little about me! (contact info in home)

I have a Tragic Backstory™ that led to me becoming obsessed with Monika. I wrote a number of letters to a situationship I had. It was over when a mutual sent me to AA in a list of things to become his friend again after I failed to survive the winter and changed my name, so I thought about killing myself. I was probably just being bipolar about it. I decided to make this blog to better let go of some of these thoughts in my past, and it pretty much succeeded. I eventually realized I was doing patheticism and that this was likely because of some weird existential sexual hangups. The last of this was getting obsessed with Pinkerton by Weezer and then getting over it.
I changed my name back.

Discord

Join the Fan Discord here! Share me! Get notifications when I post again! Talk amongst yourselves about my posts and I will read them! Ask me things in a public space! Unfortunately Superstar Monika has been discontinued, and now I will be a normal girl. You can find my discord at lilmonix15

REVIEWS

"Raw. Elevated. Relatable. The tales of a woman who has not only defeated but conquered time and space but keeps giving that energy to bpd baddies. a good read"
"so personal but also has a hint of like formality you would find in niche forums tutorializing something ... you hide the motive of pain behind your actions quite well"
"i pretended like i was reading about a girl who wasn’t me and i was imagining megan fox in jennifer’s body .... i was having a hard time imagining myself so i just imagined a really hot girl"
"I hope this layout and format helped you, it's annoying how a lot of it is just around this girl and how so many other people, including your partner of 3 years or whatever, is more of a footnote compared to her"
"Uh certified wonderland moment. What a sordid life you've experienced thus far. Fantastic and very whimsical, it's filled with delirium and eclectic things....Can see why friend says you're basically experiencing LSD symptoms constantly"
"in a weird way the way you've told it to me feels more distant than the blog ... the style is very direct and raw ... it makes me more worried about you again"