Fuckin on myself, weird level shit, nobody expected that huh? It's shit it'll always be shit. How's that for a demo tape? Happy porcoruni! It likes the mud, it likes the filth and shit. Shove it up inside, deeper and it'll become truth, all the way through until it coats the brain like fecund fecal eyes. Then you'll watch and I'll have your eyes too, eyes of flesh watch it go down. This is no echo this is no retell, you haven't heard this one before I promise it's different this time it has to be.
Crying over lunch what am I thankful, beautiful, normal even? I sink one level deeper into my consciousness. I hate it, stop thinking. There should be a bullet where the synapse is. Thankfully, I can delude myself when the neurotoxin wears off, I can believe it's good for all of us. I will wake up from this chemical induced nightmare and "love life" again like an idiot, a fool, an actor.