combative... I've never been described so. I've never been one to stick up for myself much less my ideas, at least in my perspective. Maybe this id juice is too much for my neurotic personality. Maybe I've slotted into a life where I can't just say what I think. Maybe I'm just a giant ASSHOLE! I don't know. I don't know anything. I don't know my personality, I don't know my axioms. I don't know anything. When someone I love tells me I'm something that's the only thing I really believe. I believe it so much more than anything I can tell myself. I believe it so much more than what anyone else tells me I am. I love her so she must be right. She must see something I don't. I love her so much, I'd let her change my world.